Wednesday, March 11, 2009


(I'll write about these tomorrow. I just wanted to post the pictures up ASAP because some people get mad at me when I don't...)

So yesterday wasn't really different or anything special at all. I walked to school in the freezing cold, sat through boring as heck math, bought some pop tarts, found out that I got a B on a world studies test that I thought for sure I got an A on, did homework during lunch that I forgot about the night before, then headed off to English. In English we just started our career unit and I have found out that this specific unit is very hard for me and makes me really stressed and frustrated. To me it seems like everyone knows where they want to go to college, what they want to study, and what they want to do for the rest of their lives. Or at least have a little idea about what they want to do with their lives. But when it comes to me.... I have no idea. 
So yesterday I was just getting really frustrated and feeling like everyone (at school) is wanting me to decide RIGH NOW what I want to do after high school and beyond. I'm only a sophomore and no, it's not like I'm not going to think about this stuff and what interests me. But heck no I don't have to decide like right this second what I'm going to do for sure and how I'm going to get there. (and on top of all of this I was feeling very stressed about starting and finishing my DNA project in one night because it's due today and I'm such a bad procrastinator.)

So I came home and felt the beautiful sunshine and realized it was just what I needed. And for some reason taking pictures helps me relax and calm down a little bit. So I went out and took some pictures showing kind of how I was feeling. I was just really confused and tired of everything. So there you go!

oh and my dog is such a poop and decided that she was going to follow me around and get in all my pictures. That's why she's there. 

p.s. this is totally random but I loved the shadow on the garage door...


Blogger AWennstig said...

I don't get mad! I swear. I just get sad instead...
So thank you!

March 11, 2009 at 10:33 PM  
Blogger deryn leigh said...

I get mad. <3.

I want to hear the story. I love the photos!

March 11, 2009 at 11:19 PM  
Blogger Colleen said...

Oh Emillyy, Im the EXACT same way! It drives me crazy that everyone thinks that we should know where we want to go to college, and know what we want to do with the rest of our lives. ANd to be honest i have no idea what i even wanna do, we're only sophomores!!!

*collective sigh*

March 12, 2009 at 4:34 PM  
Blogger deryn leigh said...

Dearest Birksie,
I'm in my second semester of my senior year in high school. I still don't know what college i'm going to go to and have a list of about 10 things that i might do when "I grow up". All these kiddies who think they've got it sorted are crazy and deserved to be kicked in the butt for stressing us normal people out.

I love your photos, your doggie and your shadow. FABULOUS.

March 12, 2009 at 5:03 PM  

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